This Side Effect

June 05, 2021  •  1 Comment

I was awake early Friday morning. My feet and hands were especially numb the night before. The soles of my feet and the bottoms of my toes were numb. The palms of my hands, my fingers, were numb. I was worried. During the past two weeks, the numbness had seemed to build and ebb. It was challenging to determine whether it was better or worse. I couldn't sleep at 3 a.m. I went roaming on the internet.

Chemotherapy Induced Peripheral Neuropathy is a side effect of vincristine, one of the drugs used to fight lymphoma. It may go away after treatment, and it may not. It could get worse. After treatment, the neuropathy may take several months to subside. If it doesn't get any worse than the current level of numbness, I can deal with it. Yes, it's better than cancer. But, oh my. 

I did swim Friday in my cool pool. I was numb all over, but that felt good to swim from one end to the other and back again. And repeat. And repeat. And repeat. And repeat. I couldn't tell that my fingers were numb, nor that I have cancer. Some victories take time.


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Claire(non-registered)
Just a short note to let you know that I am thinking of you and you will also have my special thoughts on Monday. You have had some interesting blogs this past week. Enjoyed the ones regarding your and Judy's "secret garden". It is just beautiful. Your blooms are doing beautifully. Each day brings out wonders of how you are coping. I know you are going through a difficult time. I can't believe how fast time passes....with your chemo and your blogs the days fly by. Sending you lots of hugs.
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